11:50 PM

Tonight was a great night. It ended up to be everything I expected it to be, although not as emotional as I thought. I think much of the emotion had been drained from us/me over the last few weeks and there was not much left to be said or felt. It was weird in that sense but I think there was a bit of relief. I don't have much to say right now, it is still soaking in slowly. Soon I will post pictures and final thoughts and close this chapter. For now I would just say hold your friends and family close tonight, remember that life is a quick breathe. I am tired now. Good Night.

Tomorrow it is...

What a time for a first post, and why start now? I have started several blogs and xanga subscriptions before and get bored with them after a few months and stopped posting. Maybe it is different this time, maybe not.

Tomorrow is Jared's last concert with us and perhaps our last show all together. A little background might help.. I am in a band called Young America. We have been playing together and doing our best to spread inspiration and emotion through music since way back when. After 4 wonderful years of loyalty and dedication it is time for Jared to move on and face life and all it has to offer him and his new bride. Tomorrow we will take the stage with him for one last time. I am sure it will be an emotional and powerful evening full of hugs and tears, uncertainty and excitement. Through it all my feelings can only be explained as .... It is impossible to just type it all out in an undeserving, un-intimate fashion like this. I feel everything that can be felt, but after it all I am just passionate about tomorrow, whatever it is meant to be. I know we all constantly pain to find our goal in life, what we are here for, what about tomorrow... I say just today, just one step, just one feeling at a time. I find comfort in my wife, my kids, my God. I celebrate this moment and pray for clarity in the next.